Saturday, January 13, 2007


God have mercy, I'm so depressed I don't want to live. I now remember why I was so hot to get out of this town when I was growing up.

It's DEPRESSING!!!!! Could I become addicted to my Vicodin since I'm taking them just so I don't have to FEEL anymore? I'm sending out a call to the Universe for money to manifest itself so I can get myself back to FL or, better yet, TX. I need moving money!!!
My hours have been cut from 40 to 25, so I'm losing about $150 a week. Now, how to pay the $3000 dental work I just had done and the $2000 couches that the cat pissed on last night along with just the 'staying alive' bills. I need to move to a commune. Yeah, that's it! I could spin
and knit, right? My fibromyalgia hates when I houseclean or do most any repetitive motion like gardening (tho I'd LOVE to be doing that). I hate feeling like I'm going to burst into tears at any given second... and I'm not totally sure why....
OK, enough pity party for me. I thought maybe I could make up some of the lost money in wages doing some art yarns. I refuse to pay the exorbitant listing/closing fees on eBay, so my newest yarns are on Etsy. I really like the feel of that community. So funky and artsy! My first couple of days listing I sold two skeins, so I was pretty hyped about that! You don't get that bidding fever there though that can drive the prices to ridiculous porportions on eBay. Probably better for the psyche and soul. Here are some of the newest yarns. They're at ROCKETDOG on Etsy if you'd like to check me out for future listings!§ion_id=&order=
There's also a picture of my cute self. LOL I've totally changed my eating habits. I don't eat meat, but I eat alot of sugar! So, hopefully I can get down to 110 or somewhere around there. So far it hasn't been that hard to eat better. I feel better about how I'm treating myself when I eat well.
I'm going to have to either spin alot of yarn (that will sell) or find another full time job. OH, kill my soul......

C'mon Universe!!! Send MONEY!!!